I Want To Break This City

I want to break this city for it is breaking me. I hurried to your feast but the traffic jam caught me. You all came at your large cars, and I was changing buses. And then I went to my house, sobbing and crying, crying. You wanted to wait and you called me two times, in noise I didn't hear! You told me the first - and last time - your ship leaves in two minutes. I dropped and hid the telephone. and turned back home. I went - there was no rain and no cold, But all the way I cried and sobbed. I was not crying for 2 years! And this hysterics was 3 days! I hid it from the eyes of people and all of my colleges. I noticed next morning everyone seemed upset, They said that it was cold on water, it's easy to forget! That I was losing nothing. 2 hours in jam! And not to see you - how sad! the last call from my love! 2 hours to you on buses. 2 hours on foot back. Hatred to such surroundings and to this life! I want to break this city. I beat in mind its walls. Because I didn't see you you played with other girls! These tears were so silly! the fault was all my own! Because I didn't hear your waiting second call! I can buy this ship for 10 000 rubles and go to any place, but I don't need travel without Julia but she doesn't seem to wait.