Drunks Confession

because of my drinking, a life was lost now i must live in complete remorse. no one can bring that loved one back and their family, living with panic attacks. it does not matter if we're drinking when we're young or old. the taking of a life will still unfold. the thought will always enter your mind if i had stopped to think i would not have taken that drink. that person would be alive today and with family, and friends they would play. i did not realize the agony i would sustain and their family living in constant pain. i always said that i could control 'it'. and that's not true. for when you're high, you don't know what to do. this is the price that we all must pay for a life that i took that day. now i'm waiting for a jury to decide if i should live or i should die. i at least put my life in capable hands but 'the life i took did not have that chance'.