What Will I Do?

what will i do when you are gone? and is 'my will' strong enough to hold on. most of our lives we've been together is life without you going to be better? we all have our idiosyncrasies but that's the way life was meant to be. when you've reached your golden years there is so much that you have shared. memories will flow like wine in a glass and you will reflect on your entire past. what will i do? i have no idea. the thoughts are no longer crystal clear. how will i survive without you by my side? i'll just have to struggle, and that's no lie. it does not matter if you're young or old this is part of life which will unfold. so strengthen yourselves for this final blow for you don't know which one of you will go.