Should I Or Should I Not Love You?

I have being cogitating all afternoon And you may think it is too soon To feed you love with my spoon But the ebony night shines a full moon Taking into consideration The obvious complications Should I or should I not love you As you are meant by me to be loved The fact that you are a coward Incapable of moving forward Just trying to hold me backwards As you hang in there in your comfort zone Playing the field only when high on hormones Only with love ones heart is broken With sensitivity I need to be open Should I or should I not love you As you are meant by me to be loved People gossip but they do not care If outside marriage we have affairs Should I or should I not love you As you are meant by me to be loved Think! We have been here before The aftermath brought forth no cure Should I or should I not love you As you are meant by me to be loved We play with peoples feelings What we feel we keep concealing As if reaping sweet fruit by stealing This to me is simply not appealing Should I or should I not love you As you are meant by me to be loved My feelings for you is my love indication Upon which you place egoistic restrictions This is a tender situation I need to take into consideration Should I or should I not love you As you are meant by me to be loved And if I decide to let you go It will hurt me slow by slow In time the pain will go not grow It is the right conclusion that I know Or should I close my eyes like a fool And pretend that everything is cool While you use me as a comfort tool Until my eyes open and I refuse your rules Should I or should I not love you As you are meant by me to be loved? And though you claim not at all to be bothered Even you know, I would’ve loved you like no other! Copyright 2007 - Sylvia Chidi