My Struggle To Rise Against The Gravity

............................................I am pulled....................................... ........................................constantly pulled.................................. ....................................by the external force................................ ............................... downward into a deep well........................... .............................And I put my best foot forward........................ ........................And apply all my defence mechanisms................ ..................That I learned over the years, time and again............. .......................Yet I am unable to control my nerves...................... ...........................Everything that surrounds me now..................... .................................Is indicative and levitation........................... ..................................Lost many good fortunes............................ ....................................For these vices around............................. .........................................And now wonders................................. .......................................Who holds the string? ............................