They Would Love To See Me Dead

They would love to see me dead, so they say: He belongs to us, he is ours. For twenty years I have heard their footsteps on the walls of the night. They open no door, yet here they are now. I see three of them: A poet, a killer, and a reader of books. Will you have some wine? I asked. Yes, they answered. When do you plan to shoot me? I asked. Take it easy, they answered. They lined up their glasses all in a row and started singing for the people. I asked: When will you begin my assassination? Already done, they said ... Why did you send your shoes on ahead to your soul? So it can wander the face of the earth, I said. The earth is wickedly dark, so why is your poem so white? Because my heart is teeming with thirty seas, I answered. They asked: Why do you love French wine? Because I ought to love the most beautiful women, I answered. They asked: How would you like your death? Blue, like stars pouring from a window—would you like more wine? Yes, we'll drink, they said. Please take your time. I want you to kill me slowly so I can write my last poem to my heart's wife. They laughed, and took from me only the words dedicated to my heart's wife. Translated by Munir Akash and Caroline Forché