Behold

Behold; I have no fear of You though You are everywhere conspicuously, though every single moment the whole universe is not empty from Your high excellency presence Behold; I have no fear of Your presence though You are the omnipresent Almighty, though You are a severe destroyer as well as creator, though You are an Author of harsh punishment as well as gracious merciful Behold; You are present in me because of my belief You are nothing if I do not believe You My innocent faith makes You all-pervading, enormous My naïve reliance makes Your shape from Stone and make Home for Your reservation with worship Now the Home is empty but someone goes there to worship Shapeless You Someone worships Shaped You out of the Home Behold; behold I have no fear of You either You are in Shape or Shapeless Though You are only Almighty doer but in reality I, the human, am doing everything Behold; I have no fear of You though You are the core source of the entirety But I have fear; I fear the racist rulers of this earth For whom still human cannot understand own-self; I fear the preachers of the religions For whom still human legalizes the crusades; I fear the shrewd politicians For whom still peoples are enticed in the brutal wars, For the namesake patriotism dividing earth as motherlands! I fear the so-called holy books For which followers are thinking that only they are on righteous true paths; I fear the ferocious animals, the venomous snakes, dangerous birds Blood sucker insects, invisible assassin like the covid-19 but sorry to say that I fear not You, no fear I have of Your mighty power! Behold; at the old age I abide by the religions worshipping rules To which I brought belief but all these religious praying works Not fear of You; Actually, every birth is bound to death, fear of death To fear of death is every born! Fear of death cultivates the fear of You But do not think that I fear You for the terrible punishment Behold I fear the terrorist, robber, thief, killer, rioter, I'm afraid of the biting of mosquito where I do not fear You I want to thank You Just Thank You because You gave me freedom of speak Freedoms of write, imagine, believe, and do whatever I want Behold; whether You give me freedom to my whole life about anything Till finding the truth there why Your so-called follower wants to punish me! Is it for they found ‘Truth'? -I fear them but do not You If You are creator of everything then You are only Judge of everything But if You can tolerate everything of any wrong of the true path finders Then why Your so-called followers cannot tolerate Are the follow You or Your characters really? Everyone says- You gave them Your speech as the Books through Angels to the Messengers And You made the messengers Your Prophets If You are able to do anything why did You need the medium to send Your speech Where someone wanted to meet You but You burnt the mountain There You invited someone to Your harem so near that meeting was more near that two bows or You and invited one in one-point circle! Where You wanted to sacrifice someone on Your name There his successors were sacrificed brutally in Karbala field! Where You made pregnant virgin one woman without any biological coition of man There why still You did not make father without any woman! I have no fear of Your power, mighty, angriness But I have objection- You said You are able to do what You want The evil deeds, thoughts, emotions, feelings for which You want to punish the doer Is it Your ability aspect? Isn't it? You created evil sense is to express Your ability that You can do anything as Your wish Either that's good or bad, no one will quest Your ability but everyone has to obey Your command Again, You said those are unable to obey Your command You will punish them Where You knew someone won't be able to obey Your command as Your wish There You fixed for the weak follower cruel penalty- it's Your mighty ability! Isn't it? You knew that - only they can follow Your command who are created by You As Prophets, Messengers, Angels, Saints, Dervish and whom You want as pious And the remaining all creations are created as wicked the follower of Satan whom You created also What's the Joker You are I do not know in whom good and bad are blended together Whatever as a believer when I came to You reserved books there, I find You said- You give ownership of the world those You want and snatch from those You want You give dignity those You want and at a time humiliate those You want Every good and bad in Your powerful hands! So, in this earth now superpower leaders are the owner of its kingship Which You gave them in the time of fate written Where the virtuous is living like kidnapped soul! Is it Your offering wish? Killing the refugees and innocent peoples in wars, hungry peoples dying from starvation And there You have full approval, haven't it? If yes, so why You will punish the, Pharaoh, Nimrud, Hitler If Your so-called followers Judge the wicked peoples according to Your given Holy Speech And Punish them abiding by Your given commands Then Why need You the judgment day to judge again everyone Where You said that You are best Justice There, if You judge again the wicked whom once judged on this earth and punished according to Your wish Isn't the judgment exaggeration? If the wicked once punished by the Your law on this earth Is The torture in after life grave on the dead soul by Your appointed angel excess? is it Your best Justice And after resurrection and judgment day you said You will offer the wicked the HELL as the punishment! The three times punishment for a wicked person whose wickedness sense cause of Your powerful wish! Why are these excess punishments? Causes of You are mighty, omni-powerful! ? Oh; I'm not disappointed on what You have done or doing But behold; I do not fear You because of all obscure rules and regulations in holy books Behold; Satan is appointed by You to deviate the entire creations So, answer me, Would Satan be divine if he could do perfectly what he was appointed to do? Behold; Angels are appointed by You to distribute Your mercy to the entire creations So, answer me, would Angels be hellish if they could do perfectly what they were appointed to do? You are only One; Satan is one also but Angels, Prophets, Saints are many But, why? Why are these numbers difference? Is Satan comparable to You? If Satan is created by You then why punish us for him? If Satan is created by You then Why should he be punished by You? I have no fear; I do not fear You because of these dialectical principles? Behold; nothing in the world of creation happens without your permission If that is true then You have no right to punish all of the created world I do not fear You but fear all of the created world; because- The creator who was born in the conflicted principles of creation he is not You The God who was born in the disputed beliefs of creation he can never be You © Mahtab Bangalee Chattogram 2022/10/20