A Tear That Will Be Mine Forever More

I have a tear, that will be mine forevermore But it won't fall… it's been there frozen In my tear duct waiting for a meltdown pour But it won't be moved, not even for you, my cousin. Not even for you, my chosen one Not even if it proves you are the one You are the one, my love, The one I just couldn't ever shun. I ask myself am I so cold I can't be moved? Am I so walled up inside myself I can't be removed? Is everything so bleak? That now I'm too stoic, to be gentle and meek? Not even for you. my chosen one Not even if it proves you are the one You are the one, my love, The one I just couldn't ever shun. Half the time I felt like a Memento Mori object Long since deceased with the sun in my eye sockets But you put the soft tissue and the cartilage Back in place on my bones and face And when I gave you a diamond rhinestone Even the tears choked in my heart began to break And pour out of the darkest corners of my heart Laminated like tattoos on my face I have a tear, that will be mine forevermore And it can't be moved? Not even with a hangman's noose. Cause you; you can't hurt what I also deplore You can't hurt a heart that I too would abuse. Not even for you. my chosen one Not even if it proves you are the one You are the one, my love, The one I just couldn't ever shun. But guess what blessed women I was wrong And now in love, my tears do flow Just for you, my chosen one So it's true it proves you are the one You are the one, my love, The one I just couldn't ever shun.