Endurance

Where can I buy a costume, a ticket for pride? Where can I purchase a mirror that's not cracked? My heart is a losing scratch card Where do I go to win a prize? Loneliness doesn't open my eyes Loneliness is a sharp steel treble hook With dead dulled fish eyes for bait Begging some siren to be his first, last shipmate. Where can I buy a little peace of mind? Why, do I feel all screwed-up inside? I stand, overlooking my second-floor balcony The world looks cold; I've decided I don't want anymore. But jumping off the second-floor balcony Well sure that wouldn't hurt me at all So where can I acquire a path of meaning? Where should I obtain a cloud with a silver lining? Omitting, that for me this pain its intensity, For the first time in my entire whole life Now possesses a much more real meaning. For me, it's the meaning of life.