I Spent A Day Without You

I spent a day without you. And couldn't decipher who left who. It's easy to be defensive and forget. A garden has roses as well as thorns. I spent a day without you. And forget my name, my ambitions. It's easy to do when you're drunk. And forget to wake up or look up. I spent a day without you. And heard -your name in the rain's ripples. In every raindrop It was raining all around, and I was due. Due to fly, take a plane for a flight alone without you. No direction, for I've no place to call home. I was sopping wet, but there wasn't a cloud. Not one single cloud overhead. I spent a day without you. And I don't know anything anymore. It could be I'm just wasting another blue sky It could be I'm just wasting winter's last rose. I spent a day without you. And then another, And then another, And then another, And wondered why I didn't just stay.