Numerous Self-Reflections

I've never endorsed one lost moment never mind two, but isn't it funny how sometimes we negate coldblooded our feelings and act inhumanly. And become hollowed-out shadows, each one has numerous self-reflections spent like worthless banknotes, so we disguise our imperfections. Clinging to whatever surface is current always feeling disenfranchised somehow we misinterpret- each other, and then we backslide. We regress and portion blame lapse into our old defences, I'm-not-at-fault and then counterclaim whatever the consequences.