The Subtotal Of My Heart Again

With courage, night turns to day With faith, heartache can be banished Put aside and made to be long gone Without cheating, you can win The subtotal of my heart again Without lying, I might believe you Darling, even if it's really, really hard too. Darling, I might even let you sleep in my bed With forgiveness, I might let you come back slowly With a little fortitude and drunken remorse I might also be able to completely forget you. Without regret Without looking back, disremember every kiss. Darling, send me your December dreams Tell me how you'll warm my winter bones Darling, tell me how we'll be hotter, Hotter than ember sparks Darling sighs after we've made love And you've forgotten to rollover Lay gentle as a sprinkling of snow dust. And then I might love you again And call it fate or a disease.