.13) Berlin, November,1989

to Herbert Nehrlich In Berlin, where the Wall was like an outcropping of the world's skeleton that ran right along its surface, the Soul of the world cracked that surface those days in November, '89. As at shrines on sacred meridians the world over— Stonehenge, Anghor Wat, Macchu Piccu— Spirit began pouring straight out of rock. I can only imagine how pure the air was there. At my art school on 57th Street in New York City during a break, I saw the pictures in the TIMES, of Angels dancing on the Wall, drunken in joy. 'FREIHEIT! ' I splattered on my canvas in red graffiti in the huge painting of it all I began that day, as the holy air of Liberty began spreading like a massive front of weather moving East. What was the order of the communist countries whose hierarchies began to topple like toy soldiers? Poland, Hungary, Czechoslavakia, Romania, the Baltics— (like a litany of Hitler's armies marching backwards) . Finally, a great rumbling filled the air and the Soviet bear itself came crashing down, a bear rug safely dead upon the floor. I understood the world, those days, sent transfusions of books in the mail addressed simply 'Committee for National Salvation, Bucharest, Romania'. Here, now, writing about those times, I just had to open my window to let more fresh air in. It was like the '60s, when simple minds suckled on the contraband milk of ideals, massing in Paris, New York, Prague, Chicago, Frankfurt, believed they were suddenly sweeping away the Old Order. My history-conscious friend told me the same thing had happened in 1848. But the Old Order always seemed to weather the storm, somehow. Today,16 years after the Wall came down, is the air still pure there where it once stood? I don't know what's happened to the New World Order. In the headlines, the Soul has long gone back into hiding; fear and chaos seem back to their accustomed places. We try to keep a New Order alive in ourselves overthrowing dictators' armies that gather within, knowing all the world's show comes out of a hat, and any minute, any day, a white dove will flap its wings and fly up from the hat again.