Another Saturday Night

Why do I still wander in the expanse of time I live in a vast wilderness as a real bard would say since one's ashes they immerse in the ocean of infinite eternal time without a murmur or chime life took him a long very long way he left me in a serious loss swimming in the shallows who knows what's next why live longer than long why not let life ebb away why I must still continue to stay never mind no one will miss me a learner all my over? years still thanks for the concern I will tell you howvto discern as of now all docs say keep living till you pass away when will that be they all can't so say I do normally and peacefully stay even heavens are in tears today roaring loud come right away I ask which way... silently they too stay it rains no not in their eyes but only mine as all know these days I calmly and peacefully stay