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Language is a blessing and a curse – sometimes uniting, sometimes dividing, sometimes an arrow, sometimes blown blossoms, misplaced seeds.. How can we of the Western world imagine what it’s like to speak a tongue, as Persians, Hebrews, Aramaics, Arabs are so blessed that they possess – where words remember that they come from One whose word is law, whose word is love; so words are true at every level of understanding: say ‘name’ or ‘kingdom’; ‘bread’; or ‘dust’: a golden ladder from the heaven to earth, from earth to heaven; we as dust beneath the chariot wheel, as it drives over this old potter’s yard; cracking discarded potsherds back to dust, to mud, to clay, to future pots – drive carefully, though, around that standpipe where the grace of water waits to join that fuller’s earth, or rich red clay, in some new pot, which fire will join in turn to give it measured life… so, if we take a word which floats uncertainly between the mind and heart, seeking to put its feet on earth, yet raise its eyes to heaven – like ‘sin’… now there’s a word to stir the mind, to bleed the heart, to chill the gut… language, so the pundits say (naming that which eludes all division) should be true at the literal, the allegoric, the moral, the anagogic – and, let’s add, the universal and divine: so where does ‘sin’ put down its feet on earth? Many pulpits have proclaimed, in the easy tones of clerics who don’t expect too much of their suburban congregation, ‘missing the mark’ – assuming Britain still at Agincourt, the target undisputed… The Aramaic has its clue: ‘sin’ translates as ‘unripe deeds’… So to the metaphoric mind (which Western poets, orators, must endeavour to make serve our lacking languages…) This glorious view of ‘sin’: the Sower, with his years of wisdom knowing the fair autumn day, the blessed dawn of Spring, rises early, takes the leather shoulder bag of harvested seed corn, dry stored to hold against its time – breathes the fresh morning air so full of promise, magically natural – strides steady to that field prepared as banquet for the merciful and just; flings, in a gesture time-honoured, almost ritual, the seed spraying out in airy curve out from his cupped palm, cupped as one would care for baby or for wild creature’s deserted offspring… that way, the bed of thorns; this way, a ground too stony in the Palestinian hills; over there, thin soil which weeds are happy with… sin is but deeds sown in the wrong place - even well-intentioned deeds, misplaced, as tyrants and dictators seek to do – or sown at the wrong season's time… even, if you must, a seedling apple, picked out of some garden once called paradise.. together, cause, the action, and result: in the moment cast seed touches open earth, in law and love its fate is cast and sealed. Truth must be simple, in its subtlety: ‘sin’ is subtle, simple; earthly, heavenly truth: just - unripe deeds..so throw aside the guilt, the burden, criticism, weariness; just choose a wiser place to sow the seeds of deeds next time?