! We The Unforgiving

and we’ll never quite forgive our parents for being our parents and we’ll never never forgive that one we thought our best friend for stopping being our friend without an explanation or anything and we’ll never ever forgive our first lover our first for heaven’s sake for dumping us and ruining our whole life and we'll never quite forgive - no, let's not go there; that's too close to home... and we’ll never forgive God for, oh everything, if we knew how to not forgive God and secretly we’ll never forgive ourselves for all the things we wish we hadn’t done although of course we deserve to be forgiven for it wasn’t really our fault was it.. how could we forgive ourselves, when there’s that that dark figure lurking behind us saying don’t you dare forgive yourself, you ungrateful little… and if you forgave everyone, you wouldn’t know who you were… it’s not as easy as that, oh no oh yes it is. oh yes it is.