! Zero Self-Esteem, Zero Self-Valuation

your life’s a mess. you’re a mess. oh forget the details. a mess. totally. so who to blame? your parents of course, like everyone else does. they **** you up, your mum and dad. so? try this one. it’s Hindu, it’s unprovable, but it’s a working model, if you’re not into praying for God’s mercy, absolution, etc. or you could even do that as well. safety in numbers. this is how it goes. we have a succession of lives. how you lived your last life lays down the pattern of events (just the events) of the life you’re living; however and this is where the mercy comes in because deep down, we’re all perfect as constructed, you have the power to overcome all these just like a steeplechase course where after the last race you put up the hedges, ditches, fences, water hazards to test yourself this next time, improve your jockeying skills. so, it all depends on you; you got yourself into it, so you can get yourself out of it the bracing thing (you want to be braced, yes?) is that if you can see it like this, you can stop blaming anyone, anything, else it just could do wonders for your self-esteem. trust me. I’ve ridden the course.