Here And There

I was there someday, but I am here now, I was yesterday there, but I am here now, There is a difference between Here and there, There means I did something, but Today I suffer, I was supposed to reap the merits Of there for the sake of here, I suffered over there too much, but Today I am suffering without limits, How to get out of here to be over there Is so hard and so difficult, Things get worse and worse and I have no any pretty choice, I am drowning in my dark sea which my Bad luck made it for me, I didn't think things to happen like this, but I am still so patient with myself, Bad luck chased me to be its friend and It chose me to be broke and in bad situation, so I am still trying to define my ' here ' and ' there ' Because I want to know which one of them is or was My deadly mistake.