Hopeless Thoughts

Not to be breaks my heart because I like only to be, Not to prevail means not to be because I want only to be, Not to be and not to be not versus To be or not to be, How do I want to be in a place that Does not want me to be, To be means fully perfect in his point of view, but Not to be is another issue, They want me to swim in the sea water and To get out of water without being wet, The possible versus the impossible simply because We can do things easily while other things Can not be done easily because there are a lot of stumbling-blocks In front of..., so I feel my all thoughts are hopeless.