Forgive Me My Lord...

If someday, I can not keep, My temperament cool, If someday, I happen to Curse, a self-declared fool, If I point my finger to them, Forgive me my eternal Lord, As a shepherd, you instruct, I Can not drive them, homeward! I know from my childhood- Five fingers are not even, A few are destroying purity, The rest is near to heaven. If I beg light for them, They will attack my soul. Darkness they prefer, hell is their goal.... I can't spend my brightest, Days after, this satanic self. Rather, I'll brighten light, For the rest and for myself. Forgive me my Lord, If I can't keep patience, And lose my faith on them- I fail to put them in essence.