Yes, I Believe

In a dilemma when I started believing what to do next if I leave this scarlet horizon- - - - - Will there be any geographical reason to come back to the heart of my left seeds? One night I listened the sound of dribbling, of blood, slow but incessant.... I fell in dilemma again... I stepped back. It's not a fanfare. So silence pierced my arrowed soul. It changed its side, groaned, howled. It's not easy to turn your mortal body away from your desired goal! The agony, the pain nibble my each and every inch still now. Can't you hear that sound? I know your prophecy has double meaning. One is for praise, another? Hmmmmm.....of course of curse, anger and lust. Yes, I believe you. Your disconnection, your harshness, your camouflage, your shouting under your silence.... Everything dear, is suggestive. But, I'm now an island, no vessel can anchor here.