Still She Smiles With All The Difficulties

I left home leaving a tear dropp on my golden soil. My beloved and the loved ones were at the Airport. The Farewell! How sad it was? Gravity of the loneliness drowned in my heart. Oh! My precious grandson (I see the real freedom & innocence in your sleepy eyes) . You are the only one who smiled and rest of all cried while I was leaving. I love you all more than anything and how can I measure it? I embrace my tiny island too. My darling please forgive me I have to leave you on and off as I am a poor lover who wanders in this meaningless invalid life journey.