When My Eyes Shut

When my eyes permamanently shut Oh! what a happiest event? no more sorrows; no more happiness (very few ever I had) only nothingness. debt collectors won't come to see me specially on salary days tax collectors never to be seen I hated them all in my life. spouse never say redeem the jewelry kitchen goods empty, this, that and why? children never cry for square ruled books, foot rulers, pencils, erasers chewing gum and shoes. friends will have chats about my goodness and kindness. How can I abandon my family? without leaving them a copper and a shelter to live. I must wait, I should open my eyes and come again as a different man. Then they all run and there won't be any trouble at all. Wife will never grumbles and children never cry.