Last Embrace

Last Embrace I am not a shareholder of your Blessings, Nor am I a proxy player in the stage of life, I am an useless iota in the sea of life, With pain in heart I am an witness. Yet my heart yearns to take an upward flight, With dreamless sight makes an edifice, Hold with painful Love your image In the core of my eyes O my drop-dead! Beyond the border of Mind and Time, I live as a forgotten self and dejected, In the sequestered forest of my being, A solitary witness of life and death. I am a tested self liquefied with forgiven blows of life, A silent ascetic being drinking Each moment the bitter juice of Pain. Being away from You O My Master! I feel pain of Sin of shocking Kind, Dense and ineffable and Irredeemable, Away form Your Loving Sight I hide. In my silent solitary being I adorn You, With the flowers of my tears and grief, forgetting my personal joy and sorrow, I hold you tight in my laden heartbeat. O My Master my Childhood Friend! I played with with in every Season, In Sunlight and in Moonlight with prayer, If Life fails, let me be embraced in death. ********************** @Prabir Gayen - 08/ 03/2019- 12: 44 PM. (Prabir Kumar Gayen)