I Have To Own

some poems i wish i had never written some i treasure in my vault with some like narcissus i'm love smitten without a speck of fault! some poems of mine are too badly done some seem to me flawless some too dark for the clouds hid the sun bereft of sunshine's grace! some poems i wish i could write again a few that are dear to my mind some are thorny bleed me in pain leave a trail of sadness behind! whatever they are the poems are mine and once fired from the gun i have to own each word each line once shot cannot be undone!