I Am Lost

I am lost some where or my Kavita is lost somewhere or I am lost in my poetry I try again and again to search out myself in my poetry your love has made me a poet to leave the world aside and be lost in your love I had the promise you will comedown on the earth from the heavebn bcoz you are the fairy of heaven to make this earth a heaven or I am lost somewhere in the fair of this world My pen is stopped in your absence to sketch you in the silent voice of nature in the melodious chirping of birds in the essence of blooming flower in the thrive of cold wind in the roaring waves of ocean I had the promise I'll see you unto the smiles unto the youth and be overwhelmed as the happiness of the world I had the promise you will give me the life that will blossom as the fragrance of the world And the Life! which is the name of betrayal, will leave me one day But thy Kavita! thee name is the life had the promise for company in the flame of my pyre for singing the melody of life I had the promise you will take my soul on your palm leaving my dead body for funeral, and will vanish through the skylane But you are lost or I am lost or we both are lost in the world's fair Poetry! You had the promise not to shed tears in the yowl of my life Kavita! You are the begining of my life and to end the end of life Your scrumptious sound echos my life.