Journey Of Death

I find myself in different states sometime loving sometime disdaining sometime console sometime disgruntle phobia of my life arouses for a malafide activities where i feel the death sentence and is more painful than ever. Death is a sequence of life when i am free from worldly affairs i refrain my humour to meddle yore of life. Death is a super-consciousness if attained through reverence and piousness from where glory starts. Death is not a surrendering attitude before any diety or any sheering spiritualistic thought by any means upward and inward; not slaining of life but like the melting of cloud rains in the form of melody irrigate for fertility of life. Death does not mean to kill and finish the existing life but elaborate values of life; when old is assasinated and new is regarded with grace.