A Need Of A Friend!

Friends are rare to find in the material world! All are for some benefits approach one ever. Where can one find a friend selfless in mind? Indeed it is very difficult to find a friend true! In my young age believed I had some friends; They got what they needed and disappeared! But whenever they meet they talk as if good Making me think whether they can be believed! There are long gaps of communication with them! I used to search internally whether I was true or not; I find that they are not treating me as a friend at all. Leader or teacher - that was how they believed me! Am I a God to be independent and above all here? No, I am also a human being needing a friend good!