My Wish And End!

Many years ago I had decided to be a writer though difficult Due to my position not to study and do things as I wished then; By the support of my group of friends I took the vow to try and Try to the last drop of my blood to become a writer somehow! Privately I studied literature to my heart's desire and tried to write One novel and a book of articles and could not proceed further; I was pleased as to my prayer, my Lord had made me a writer; Many years I could not proceed in that same vein to be great! At that time, I wrote a letter about my plight to my dear friend; That was a poetic letter that absorbed my friend and according to His suggestion I had decided to write my ideas as poems in a Diary and later I wrote several poems into many Poetry Books! I wanted to be a writer but God has made me a World Poet now; At the last stage of my life, I wish to have a peaceful death sure; In a conversation with a friend I have found out that it is possible To do so by heart attach while sleeping with high blood pressure!