A Serious Grievance

I have a serious grievance to settle with the Mother of the Universe. Even while apparently awake, with you as my all-protecting Mother, the house of mind and body is ransacked by robbers, my countless egocentric impulses. Every day I resolve to repeat your name as the most powerful defense, but forget my good intention just as the intruders arrive. I have caught on to the playfulness, 0 Mother, by which you elude my willful grasp. You bestow no power of inward prayer upon this child, so you receive no consistent devotion from me. I no longer regard this as my fault. Only what you give me can I return to you as the sweet offering of divine remembrance. Fame and infamy, good and bad tastes of life, all phenomena are your graceful play. Yet as you dance in ecstasy, we are thrown into quandary. 0 Goddess, lead us on your wisdom way. This poet dares to sing her secret: 'Mother Mahamaya places a twist in every mind, making it perceive the ashes of egocentricity as an abundance of candy, which it tastes with constant disappointment and shocked surprise. Awaken now and be free.' [Translated by Lex Hixon from 'Mother of the Universe']