As I Sit

As I sit solemnly beside your grave No longer do I feel so brave, Now I don't feel anything No longer do I feel like a king. I thought that we had us a forever Now, I feel only a never, Now as I remember the days and the years They are replaced by my tears. For once in my life I know not what to do As I sit and think I have not a clue When now I open my eyes every morning I again begin my mourning. I don't know now why i wake up for I truly don't know or understand why anymore The reason why I sit alone and cry That, I though know the reason why. As I sit by your grave all alone No one hears me as I sit and moan, There I sit and ponder from many hours But, I still bring flowers. As I stare at that one lonely cloud above I know there is my love, Happily someday I know that is my fate But, now in sadness and tears I must wait. Randy L. McClave