I Will Not Say I Am Sorry

I will not say I am sorry For something that wasn't my fault, I will not say that I am sorry For your verbal assault. I still remember when you screamed, As though your actions were all deemed. I will not say I an sorry For something that you had done, I will not say that I am sorry When accusations had begun. Unto others you said that you loved and did care, But, remember I was also there. I will not say I am sorry From what I have seen and read, I will not say that I am sorry For a single word that I wrote or said. I still remember you sending that sensual text, Recipient was your so-called evil ex. I will not say I am sorry For the questioning of your many lies, I will not say that I am sorry For any of my goodbyes. One lie might be forgotten or forgiven, But, not with a smirk when they are driven. I will not say I am sorry That statement can be copied and repeated, I will not say that I am sorry You were the one who cheated. You admitted proudly that you were with another man, So, my heart you did ban. I will not say I am sorry Listening to you blame your mistakes on others, I will not say that I am sorry Your false accusations and false pity smothers. You said it was because of others that you did sin, Of course, it was always the fault of evil men. I will not say I am sorry For you being embarrassed and ashamed, I will not say that I sorry You are the only one to be blamed. I remember every time that you were at my side, You would always turn your back and hide. I will not say I am sorry When you are depressed and sad and blue, I will not say that I am sorry I still remember the hell you put me through. When you and I had dated, I was treated as though I was despised and hated. I will not say I am sorry When by God I will be judged, I will not say that I am sorry Because your actions and deeds will not be smudged. To him like all others you can seek pity and cry, But, unto God you cannot lie. I will not say I am sorry Upon your knees to God you should pray, I will not say that I am sorry But, I pity you and that I will always say. About you everyone knows the truth, You are so very graceless and uncouth. I will not say I am sorry Never to you will I ever apologize Never will I say that I am sorry Your acts and deeds have made me wise. As peacefully now I look at the sky so starry, Unto you I will never, ever say I am sorry. Randy L. McClave