Jezebel

Whatever you might say or do I still want to get even with you, I want you in pain and to suffer It will make me stronger, and tougher. I want to do to you what you did to me In every sense and every degree, I want to lie about you then cheat and steal Then I wanna see just how you feel. To you I wanna make promises that I will break I wanna give you a heartache, I want you to then help me with my bills Then I want you to give me excitement and thrills. I want you to help me find work When you do, I won't give you a thank you as a perk, Then when everyone at us is looking I will ignore you, and I will be out cooking. I will tell you the words that you wanna hear But, those same words I will whisper in someone else's ear, Then when you and I are kissing I will tell you someone else I am truly missing. I want you to buy me many presents Then I want you to take me to many events, Then when my true emotions are buts and ifs I will then tell everyone that someone else gave me the gifts. I want you to feel exactly how I had felt When hate, sin and evil from you to me was dealt, Then when you are walking on depression's path At you I will then honestly smile, and then laugh. I truly want to hurt you so badly But............ I am a Christian as I profess it gladly, The Devil was trying to control my thoughts He was tying up my memories into tiny knots. You had done me wrong that is a true fact You were a Jezebel to be exact, But, never again to you will I rage or rant To treat you the way you treated me, I just can't. Randy L. McClave