My Death Is Coming Soon

My death it is coming soon I can feel it in the air And I know that I will not be missed Even when I am lying there. I have tried the best in this life And I helped out all that I could But when it came my time for help I looked around, and no one stood. I don't know who I am anymore I know that I just don't belong So when I leave this world I wont care Because I believe my living was all wrong. My death it is in my dreams So in reality I am dying everyday I have pleaded and begged to everyone Even to GOD I fell to my knees to pray. I wished that I would be missed before I was gone I wished someone in myself, would just believe But all I hear is that I didn't miss much in this life But they never had to plead, what about me. If I were someone else it would be a different story Their life and memories wouldn't be at the end Someone would be there for them each and everyday And everywhere they look, they would see a friend. My life is coming to an end Everyday I feel the coldness that much more Now overtime that I look, I am alone As no one sides with me, no one has done before. Why must one person in life be treated so bad Why must his dreams and wishes be washed away Is everyone else wishes more important that is Should his dreams and wishes be all erased. I am told to wish and dream what others expect Even if its the dreams and wishes that others had But then all theirs smiles have been from yesterday And yesterday was the time that made me glad. My life is almost at its end I can feel the people walking on my grave And one thing I do know, it is I will be replaced And truly I wish everyone a happier and peaceful day. So why must I be treated the way that I am I truly do try my best to help people in this life To see them smile and not to hurt anyone What wrong could be worth that simple price. So I wish my life was a better time I wish and pray that all treated me like a friend And I wish I wasn't used or took advantage of And sadly, I wish that my life wasn't coming to its end. Randy L. McClave