She's Sorry One Day

I will say that I am sorry one day I will And then I was ask for your forgiveness still, Forgive me for the lies and my sins I will ask While seeking absolution will be my only task. I know that I have told you many lies Because, of my actions tears flowed from your eyes, And I know that every oath to you that I ever spoke And every promise that I gave to you, I broke. I know the months has turned into many years I cannot imagine your countless tears, And all the pain and suffering in you that others did see I know that it all was caused my me. I had used you and also talked behind your back Respect for you in my soul did lack, But, the excuses that I give you is how I was raised And how for my many sins I was loved and praised. I was taught to love those who always abused And to love the ones who hurt me when I was tired and bruised, And then when a man treated me kind and good I was perplexed and wondering why he should. She wrote that short story in her diary As though as if she was answering an inquiry, Or maybe she was just speaking to her soul To replace the honor and pride and the dignity that she stole. One day of course like all she will meet God And of course he will judge her with just a nod, But, then when that day comes it will be to late Destiny and actions will had sealed her fate. Randy L. McClave