Tired Of It All

I am done with all the fighting And all the screaming and reciting From your cheating and the denying And all of the sins and your lying. I have given up all the praying For your abusiveness and straying And the sins that you keep displaying And all of your stealing and betraying. I am tired of all the sleepless nights When you wanted to argue and also fight You left our home and was out of my sight So you could lay at another mans side. I am so sick of all of your sinning Seems daily more of its beginning I pray to GOD that it would be ending Which you knew what was offending. I am so sad that you are never here And when you are you just disappear I will not cry another tear Your voice now I solemnly ever hear. I am sad when you always blame another From your parents and sisters and brother And myself and my family and my mother I wish the blaming game you would just smother. I am worn out by all of your excuses And all the sin and bad deeds it produces The temptation of that always seduces And the reins of pureness it always looses. I will not for you again take another fall As I have done so many times as I recall When you need help I will not hear that call As I am so sick of it and also tired of it all.