Communications Failure

I look back and think Of all that we've been through For the life of me I don't know how I lost you We use to be the best of friends We shared everything Now I feel so very sad When I remember what had been You always had my back I always had yours Watching out for each other Was never ever a chore The fun times that we had Far out numbered the bad But now that I've lost you My heart is very sad I only wish I knew Exactly what it is I've done It hurts me so very deeply To have to lose my son 2-9-19/RjH