I Am The Reason

I wake up in the morning Lay staring at the ceiling It seems pain and emptiness Are my only feelings She went ahead and left me Like she said she would I would change everything If I only could She was tired of the lying All the running around But she said what hurt most of all Was me always letting her down I should have seen this coming For she warned me many times But I didn't listen As I followed my own mind Too late I see what it cost The price was very steep I literally lost everything Even my kid's love I couldn't keep 2-6-19/RjH