Not The Same

I'm looking in the mirror searching For the man I use to be I remember him so well He was a joy to see But lately it seems so many things Weigh so heavy on my mind It seem I'm always feeling down Just about all the time I have no one to talk with No one to express my feeling to The one thing that I think about Is the thing I don't want to do I keep thinking I'd be better off If I weren't here no more At least the loneliness I feel now I wouldn't feel no more But for me to want to do that I know would not be fair Because in this world I have a son For whom I deeply care 4-15-10/RJH