One's Past Is Always There

Standing in the shower As the water sprays my face I somehow wish right now I could be in a better place Lately my life it seems Is getting the better of me Too many memories from my past Just won't let me be I know that in my youth I did some awful things I wish I had the power To turn loses into wins But I think it's kind of late To change what happened years ago I should have realized back then That one day these emotions would show I though of no one else I was consumed with only me Now here I am years later Only now beginning to see That the life I lived back then Would come back to haunt me one day Wishing somehow I could Wash away my evil ways I wonder if saying I'm sorry Would even work at all They probably hang up the phone If I were to call 9-19-20/RjH