Realization

Here I am doing What I said I wouldn't do I'm passing the night away Laying here thinking of you I find it so very difficult Not to think of you But the feelings that I felt Just grew and grew and grew It's a funny thing when you're alone The mind can wander free Sometimes taking you to a place You don't really want to be When it comes to the matters of the heart Some things are hard to explain Because when you find you've lost at love You now learned the meaning of pain Now I realize many people Have lost at love before In their hearts they didn't know Just what they were headed for But I also know many people Had love that lasted forever To them I would say Congratulations on your wonderful endeavor Now I'm not giving up on love That would be a foolish thing to do No, I have come to the realization That I just have to give up on you 9-11-18/Rjh