Beyond

Beyond the smile, past the laughter, deep inside, and hidden well. So longly held, kept within. Silently felt, but, not to be let known. A candles held, but yet unlit. Though darkness is feared, it still seems safer yet. Time for some erases all. While others it only decieve's. Only leaving to mislead. Longingness to be free. The door is open, but fear incages me. The pain I feel, cuts so profoundly deep. Still I must keep these feelings that I feel, inside of me. Locked up tight. Lost the key. Never allowing any one to see. Beyond the smile, past the laughter, deep inside, and hidden well.