Nightmares

Boys will be boys, or so they say. Now what remains! With arms of steel, over powering me. Taking away all that was so pure to me. Innocents torn away, tossed into darker days! Leaving me trapped with in my mind. Scorned to see through eyes that have been blinded by what they've seen. No comprehension, no understanding..Just left to wake to the same dream day and night! CRY out to the Lord to take it away. Don't think he hears anymore what i have to say. Holding me down, trying to scream, claw, but can't find my voice, can't even breath. Swimming in a pool of words, to nasty to be heard. Floating empty away, silently into the pain. Now to worthless to explain. Anger, fear hate, locked up, permently caged. With ghost and goblins, burglars and robbers, all snatching hope away... Reminders again and again, what you long for is gone. Never to be replaced, Never to be given away! Reminding you the price you paid.The cards down, whats been laid is laid.Not ever! Will that change. All the is holy, all that is true, dances around, mocking you. Fear guilt and shame, it's all for you, for you're to Blame! ! ! Hang your head, you belong in chains. Your what memories remain.Now left slowly to die, slowly trying to claw your way out, of the blackness inside. Till nothing remains! Nothing remains, Nothing! Poem,80's. done by, Becky Navarre P/s. God Heals, All! ! ! God Loves! ! ! God Forgives! ! ! It's Okay To Be True! ! ! It's Okay To Be You! ! !