Yellow Moon/Black Nite

Sometimes can't tell left from right, Trying hard to survive, do the best to stay alive. Need You God to Guide my soul, Your path I wish to know! So much to learn, can't afford another wrong turn. One more nip, one more lite. So hard to keep it from my life. So many excuses, so many reasons, sometimes even the change of season...Cool wind blows in, mind starts drifting off again. Yellow moon/black nite, so hard to keep it from my life... Time is ticking, gotta change, nobody but me to blame... Gotta focus..keep my goals in sight..Gotta let go of whats held me, so tight! Don't wish to be numb to you..First blue, then black, then Black! , back to blue. Then at last a ghostly white. With no goals reached as they lower me, and Close the lid tight! No longer to see, a Yellow moon/Black nite. Got to Change my Life! ! !