A Life's Existence

When I awaken From drunken stupor And see morning light Whispering new sight When in morning's slumber I struggle in wander No longer in thunder And yet I still blunder When in afternoon delight My popsicle now melting My sole fear surmounting My love life now cradling When in the grasp Of the blue moon The cocaine's high Becomes a lie When in the depths Of profound sleep Wakened by night's torment Deadened and so hell bent When in bright morning's light Lies ending in a fight Life's sugar coated existence Struggling against sound resistance When sound asleep tonight I shall mount the phoenix I shall rise to such heights unknown 'Til I can no longer bemoan When I can no longer breathe My breath about to cease I'm about to decease I shall die in soul's peace