Ultimately Paranoid

I wanted to rely on my aunts If at all I lose my parents. I weaned away. I depended on brothers and sisters, Who should have come to my rescue. I weaned away. I bent on my in-laws, Who I thought would bail me out. I weaned away. I was blind on many upper kin To seek for their help, while with sins. I weaned away. I bet on my own offspring, On whom I could recline, on senescence. I weaned away. I landed in asylum, Where I am not alone but lonely. I wean not anymore. I grew paranoid, Repenting the guilt and lamenting the wastes To ever wean away. 20.07.97