December Blues

At the bad time, nothing betrays outwardly the harsh findings, The studies and hospital records. Carols play. Sitting upright in the transit system, the widowlike women Wait, hands folded in their laps, as monumental as bread. In the shopping center lots, lights mounted on cold standards Tower and stir, condensing the blue vapour Of the stars; between the rows of cars people in coats walk Bundling packages in their arms or holding the hands of children. Across the highway, where a town thickens by the tracks With stores open late and crèches in front of the churches, Even in the bars a businesslike set of the face keeps off The nostalgic pitfall of the carols, tugging. In bed, How low and still the people lie, some awake, holding the carols Consciously at bay. Oh Little Town, enveloped in unease.