Asking Silence

Crying out, asking silence for what I feel deeply inside, your presence I wish for never comes, yet my heart feels it's being touched by someone. This earth is a lonely, solitary place to be now that you are gone. Smiling laughter always felt before is no longer happy, it is too sad these days for anyone to feel. Life is an empty place, a void which cannot be filled because you have died. The personality you so lovingly spread inside these walls was quickly chiseled away once you were laid to rest. Inside my heart is breaking, sobbing, knowing you are not coming again. Looking back, seeing everything as if on a screen, knowing within, a knowledge separate and apart about your life when near it's intentional end. There were a few good years left, death was not imminent, you should have lived. Breaking in two, my very soul cries out wanting you to be a part of my life. Death has separated us on this planet earth, but you and I are still together, friends in heaven. And no one can break a bond from above, we are together yet even now in mind and heart, for there can be no end to a friendship made in heaven.