Claws Of Dependence

All the world's sadness has descended, tears as full as oceans wash over me in unending waves, crashing, thrashing me about, knocking me to shore. Being constantly pulled back in with the under tow, just can't seem to escape it's clawing grasp. As in life, when I try to escape the claws of dependency which pull me back again and again into it's grip. Not setting limits helps me to grow away, on my own from someone else. It's when they limit their time with me that pulls me towards them, trying desperately to have more time than they're giving me. It keeps me too close, clinging, I know it and try to get away, but cannot because time limits, like the under tow pull me closer to a person. Get rid of the limits so I can be free to love you still, yet become independent, move away from you and the dependency I have on you. Let me go so that I may come back stronger, I need to exercise my will for a change. Please love me, trust me enough to know that I can do this on my own, our friendship will not die, but like me, become stronger. All the world's sadness has descended upon me, tears as full as oceans wash over me in unending waves, crashing, thrashing me about, knocking me to shore. Being constantly pulled back in with the undertow, I can't seem to escape the clawing grasp of dependency thrown upon me once more from my past.