Death Of Being

Pulling away from a love that's wrong, not wanting it to fill self at all, just wanting to be totally free of love and it's myriad ideas of tightening strings. Binding beings and taking away from who they are, causing a feeling of sadness touching interiorly, but only for a moment in time, then it's gone. Wanting to live and find a way to be at home in a solitary place with no one having any hold on oneself, needing to be alone in the only way ever wanting to be on this earth. Pulling away from a love that's wrong, not wanting to be held or kissed for that is the death of being if allowed to happen.